January 10, 2026 I Believe In Transformation

This morning's moon; my husband watched me from the porch as I took this shot; some semblance of safety as I ventured out into the parking lot into the cold and whatever else was lurking in the shadows. The same parking lot where homeless people have slept in their cars and where cars have been stolen in the middle of the night; my morning at 2:30am. That thread of safety knowing my husband’s eyes could see me from our front porch; somehow that gave me courage to take my favorite shot. The moon as it was peeking out from the trees with a thin layer of Western Washington fog. 

Why am I writing this morning? I believe in transformation. The people I love give me energy and lightning in my heart or courage from a porch. Finding a way to be in the presence of those that have that energy, a sweetness like the taste of honey somehow giving and taking from that lifegiving energy. Obviously, there is some pleasure in it, or we wouldn’t do it. Is there something I can impart also. As one supervisor said, there is some reason they remain in contact with you. I was hopeful. 

I’m finding my way. Find a way as I’ve heard in music. We are survivors. Find a way. My way I’m finding is to somehow incorporate video into my life stream through a website. My dream is much more than that, but it is a beginning. I can only speak it to a few for fear that it would dissipate with those who don’t believe. If you don’t play you can’t win, it is a saying that is in my heart right now. One that encourages fun in a fight for survival in a world that is hidden. 

My life spirit is in transformation, not like what we hear in popular culture today, but in a way that creates a major mind shift in my mind and looks much subtler from those outside looking in. I think I’m ready. Will I live through it my creative mind ponders. I think I will, with prayers to the heavens and the lifegiving thoughts from loved ones. Anyone can transform. They need to leave their old thoughts behind and create new thoughts. It can be done. Thank you.